Prompted to Write Photo Challenge

It had been a month and I don't think I'd seen my mother smile since he died. I worried about asking but, I'm selfish, I wanted to know.

"Oh my stars," my mother said as she took the photo from me. She sighed softly and shook her head. "Sally. Haven't thought about her in years." I watched my mother's eye mist over and saw her take a trip back in time, a vague smile playing at her lips.

"Mom?"

"Hm? Oh...never you mind, child. Your father never had an affair with Sally, if that's what you're thinking."

She didn't say any else but she did tuck the photo into the pocket of her housedress, a soft smile on her lips.

Think That'll Do It

CNQ

Congrats, juni!

I’m happy to announce the winner of The Masque/The WIKtT Archives’s winner of our October contest. Our winner is the new owner of copy of Northern Haunts, autographed by one of the writers of the anthology, April Grey.

Our winner is juniperus !

juni, please IM, DM, PM, or email me with your snail mail address and I’ll get this book out to you asap!

Blogging For Kids With Disabilities

juniperus asked, thus, I did.

The blonde is my 11 year old daughter. For my sanity, she is known only by that moniker online. Actually, we call her that at home, too. She's not actually blonde anymore, but it still works.

Vicki and The BlondeVicki was weird.

I’d only heard about her from my daughter’s rambling tales of summer day care, but with the blonde girl’s stories, I figured that Vicki was an odd bird. Vicki got to day care late and left early and from what the blonde said, the other kids weren’t very nice to Vicki. Sometimes Vicki wasn’t very nice to them. The blonde and I chatted in the vaguest of terms about treating one’s friends with love and respect – and what to do if one’s friends weren’t respectful back. The rule in our house is that if someone’s mean, talk about it and if the situation doesn’t change, end the friendship.

Except that the blonde never would end that friendship. The blonde said she couldn’t end the friendship, because if she did, “Vicki didn’t always get it and if I wasn’t her friend she wouldn’t have any more friends.” Man, that annoyed the hell out of me. My thought was to teach the little brat a lesson in manners but the blonde was insistent. Thus, we worked on problem solving and communication skills. Vicki would always apologize when a teacher forced her to and the blonde, being that kind of kid, always kept at the friendship. I talked to the teachers about it and Vicki’s mom was always told about what happened. She still kept at it, though, and so did the blonde.

Sometimes the blonde would mention that it was hard to understand what Vicki wanted. It frustrated the blonde so we talked about how to find different ways to communicate. We talked about needing to use different words that mean the same thing, so we can get our friends to understand. That led to talking about how some people use different languages – and some people not using words like we did at all. That, in the way of conversations I have with the blonde, led to a long discussion on sign language and why people couldn’t hear and why some kids sounded kinda funny when they talked. The blonde got it and mentioned the book her class read about Helen Keller. I, of course, broke down into tears when we talked about her amazing teacher and how it can be so difficult to be patient and loving and how some people just never did understand that Helen Keller was still a person who deserved to BE. The blonde’s reply was, “Yeah, like some people don’t get Vicki.”

Oh.

Wait.

The blonde mind makes connections where I didn’t see them. Using the always beloved cop-out euphemism, I asked if Vicki was “special”. My answer was a hearty, “duh”. Of course Vicki was special; she was the blonde’s friend and all of the blonde’s friends were special. Determined, I asked if there was anything that made Vicki different than the other kids at day care. There was. Vicki used arm braces and she talked kinda funny.

Oh.

Vicki wasn’t weird, she was different. The other kids didn’t play with her because she was different. Trying to be delicate and a touch unsure of how to address Vicki’s differences, I asked the blonde what she thought of it all. She just shrugged. “Nothing,” was her answer. “I still like her but I have to listen a little better to understand what she says. I still like playing with her."
Well okie dokie. Since our family philosophy is “kids are kids – go play”, the blonde’s decision to keep hanging out with her friend was fine with us. We worked even harder at problem solving and communication skills – and patience. Lots of patience.

I never really addressed the specific subject of Vicki anymore and we soon moved, but those talks we had always made me think about how we as adults handle folks who weren’t put together quite the same way that I was.

My friend Deb Smith pointed out that if children are exposed to kids that have disabilities, they don’t care later on but if it’s, “at an older age, it's ‘different’, and who wants to be seen with ‘different’? The possibility of being ostracized along with the weird kid,” is just huge and grows as kids get older.

Isn’t it a parent’s responsibility to teach their kids about understanding and patience and to just BE? I kind of thought it was, but apparently, I’m in the minority. From what I understand, there are some parents who think that having a kid with disabilities in class or as a friend is going to somehow be contagious or slow their own child down. Really? Last time I looked, arm braces aren’t catching. Stupidity sure is, though. Aversion is darned contagious. Discomfort is worse than the common cold.

Not to my kid, though. Her friendship with Vicki was more important than my growlings about not letting someone be mean to her. As a young child, the blonde understood that she had to make a stand and be a friend, even if it was sometimes hard – even if she had to learn new ways of being a friend to do so.

For more information and links to other blogs about kids, living with kids with disabilities, juniperus is your gal.

New contest on The Masque

The Masque has something exquisite and unique and, well, quite awesome to offer its members this month. We have an autographed copy of an anthology of scary stories, featuring our own friend, member, and published author, April Gray. April is a long time author of Harry Potter fanfic.

Northern Haunts is a compilation of what has been said to be the best of the best for scary stories. Set in New England, this anthology has 100 short stories filled with campfire tales that are sure to send a chill or two up and down your spine.

Now, here’s the easy part, all you have to do is upload your photos, drawings, stories, poems, recipes in any and all parts of the site, including The Masque, The WIKtT Archives and associated galleries. New chapters to existing stories, new stories and added chapters, a new poem and a drawing, everything and anything counts. You absolutely can’t beat that. Now there is one catch. All work has to be uploaded BY Midnight on All Hallows’ Eve- so that’s 11:59 p.m. Pacific Time so there’s no confusion.

Story validation will be turned on for the duration of this contest for counting purposes only; all works will be validated as soon as the counts are made (this means that your story will not show up until an admin lets it through). Counts/validation will be done several times per day at the discretion of the admins. Several of the newly uploaded stories will be Featured.

Odds of winning are completely and entirely dependent upon the number of works uploaded. The Masque, all volunteers, and authors are not responsible for any works not uploaded, but claimed to be. If you’re having trouble, contact the administrator.

Good Luck!

Now opening - some damned good books.

Opening in your town on Friday night. It's already open here, lol. Pic snitched from my LJ flist.

In other news, I'm flu-ish and still hiding in a corner reading good books.

I'm currently reading... erm ... devouring:

Lora Leigh - The Breeds are wonderful and oh-so-maleDom-ish, the Nauti's are purr-worthy and generally everything else is awesomely graphic. I have a ton of her ebooks and they are generally excellent with a few standouts on either side of the "really really good" line. She's good for smut and inspiring for personal hygiene (why, yes, I did get rewaxed and re-pierced, thanks for asking. No, it really doesn't hurt unless I smack into a doorway as I am wont to do four or five times per day). Have extra batteries and a towel ready. Seriously. Both paranormal and contemporary - read the backs so you know what you're getting into. I have discovered that I think a threesome/moresome every once in a while would be lovely, but all the time gets tedious.

Lynn Viehl - The Darkyns - awesome universe building with generally good vampires and Catholic priests as the bad guys. A tad heavy on the secondary story, but I do care about it. There's less sex and they aren't as graphic as others are, but they are some good stories with a well-built verse. I'm not finished with them yet and did read a review that the last book of the series leaves too many questions unanswered. Hopes for answers with new, related series coming out. If you're a practicing Catholic, you might want to step away slowly. As a recovering Catholic, I was angered, touched, and saddened.

Lori Foster - I slammed through the MMA fighters and wish for more of these guys (well, that didn't sound quite as I meant it on the reread "Books good. Read Fast. More please") is what I meant. I'm enjoying her short story collections. Not a single paranormal bone in her body. Refreshing, sweet, piquant, and amusing - like a chilled reisling.

some ancient Ann Maxwell sci-fi's. Yeah, did you know she wrote them? No, not the Fire Dancer ones. Older. Yeah, neither did I.

JR Ward - we need to have a sit down and have a chat about the declining amount of romance you're writing. There may be smiting involved. Good... could be better. Her potential is sooooo there. I've seen it. I've fondled it. I've petted it. Let's chat. This attitude must change or I'll stop buying your books.

some ancient Jayne Ann Krentz - and am bitter about having a misprinted Candlelight romance. I can't find a value on a Krentz misprint so I can pawn it off on someone who wants a book that jumps from page 64 to 81. I think it's going to recycling. This pains me.

Christina Dodd - the Chosen Ones are shaping up to be as lovely as the Darkness Chosen books. I'm digging the universe expansion. Great universe building, lovely fantasy, great action. Her non-paranormal contemporaries are also great, frequently in some darned good suspense-land, where even I can't guess whodunnit all the time. I'm delving into her historicals today.

Christine Warren - *sighs* dearest Christine, where would I be without you? Sad. I would be so sad. As it is, I am deeply amused that you changed a scene in Graham and Missy's ebook when you rewrote it for paper so it was more consumer friendly and less utterly brainmelting. The rewrite was awesome, but I do miss that scene. For those of you that like paranormal romance - please, do yourself a favor and get the Christine Warren books.Some ebooks are available on Elloras Cave but most now only live on my harddrive. Don't read the backs. Don't worry about the order (though it is slightly helpful). Just get them and set aside a weekend. And sit on a towel, especially for the Epubs.

Jessica Andersen - The Final Prophecy series. Again, some very good universe building centered on the Mayan myth that the world will be ending in 2012. (Actually slightly heavy on the verse building because it does pack a LOT of information in just a few pages). Good action/suspense with a heavy paranormal edge. Go in ready to soak in information - and remember it. Good romance with folks who may or may not always be someone you'd like to be friends with. The men have actual doubts about themselves that can and do prevent them from moving forward with what they need to do - such a refreshing change, though I frequently want to smack them. Less sex, more action.

Bought two more bookcases. I am in heaven.

gorgeous new art on the masque

Six drawings were recently uploaded to The Masque - they are just gorgeous! Please go take a look and leave this artist, sansguru, some reviews for the lovely work!

http://www.themasque.net/coppermine/thumbnails.php?album=lastupby&uid=1313

They remind me a lot of Franzetta and Vallejo's sketches. I just love the themes and flow of each drawing. The colors and expressions on the women's faces are just lovely.

Do remember that most images on TM are adults only.

September Featured Stories on The masque and The WIKTT Archives

Featured on The WIKtT Archives

What goes around... by melusin: Rated: Mature
Down on his luck, Snape returns to Hogwarts to seek employment. Will the Headmistress give him a chance?
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1964&ageconsent=ok&warning=3

Hermione Pays Her Debt by neelix: Rated: Explicit
Severus springs a surprise on Hermione - Sequel to the Price Was Right
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1636&warning=5

Hogwarts Online by jonelin: Rated: Restricted
In response to the WIKTT Teacher, Teacher Challenge. Severus Snape, with a little help, will take Hogwarts online! But what happens when programming and computers can't solve every problem? M/F,Het,Oral,Solo,Tort
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=222&warning=4


Featured on The Masque

Gift of Sight by Katherine English 1 - Conservative
Looking at love with more than her eyes
http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=902

18 by Doctor Flotsom 4 - Wanton
A young woman discovers her desire for a friend after her 18th birthday.
http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1156&ageconsent=ok&warning=4

Are You Ready by Saguaro 4 - Wanton
Be careful what you wish for. You never quite know if you're ready.
http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1292

10 good things

1) Leverage was on, love it.

2) NCIS on at 10 pm. Even better.

3) I have upgraded this chapter from "utter drek" to "mostly sucks". Well, it's an improvement. Am officially joining 5 for five on Sunday, once I have all of this stuff typed out.

4) I'm working on three contests for The WIKTT Archives that involve awesome prizes. I'm so excited to be working with some amazing folks on it. I can't wait to announce them once I have everything sorted.

5) I made a new facebook friend of Susan Kearney, author of Lucan and many series romances - she came to me, lolol. We're talking marketing. In this way, I have turned into LB.

6) While I have actively yelled at people at work every single day since last Thursday, I have yet to lose my job, have my job endangered, or killed anyone. More on this another day. It's most amusing.

7)luvsev is a lifesaver and will be taking over some posting duties for me, for the site. yayayayayaya Thank you!

8) The circus is coming to town. I love the circus and it makes the blonde giggle. That makes me giggle.

9) Gena Showalter's latest Lords of the Underworld book came out, was devoured and I'm still licking my chops. Now chewing on Lora Leigh. Most tasty.

10) I am inches away from having the complete backlist by Jayne Ann Krentz - aside from the books that cost between $200-$300. I have finally figured out why I dig the strong, silent, dominating, dangerous type. It is Jayne's fault.

Awesome new work of The Masque and The WIKTT Archives

Are folks interested in site stats? I can do announcements for those, if you are. Just let me know, I'll do them monthly.

Un-Masqued, our monthly interview series, has exposed the lovely and talented Tiara! Read her interview on the Forums: http://www.themasque.net/forums/index.php/topic,259.0.html

Do note that she does use CAPS properly in her writing, lol.

The Salon in the Forums has been hopping recently with folks playing word games left and right! Join in: http://www.themasque.net/forums/index.php/board,9.0.html

Remember, if you're a member of the Severus Big Bang, you're already registered for the Forums. Just jump on in.

On The Portego, Fantom Writer wrote a blog on a new method of reviewing stories and art based on de Bono's Six Thinking Hats. Take a read and give him your thoughts.


Most Recent on The Masque Archive

Can David Find True Love? by Clvfan 4 - Wanton
David is a millionare, he wants to find a woman to love him for himself, not his money, can he find such a love?
http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1328
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Life interrupted by Clvfan 4 - Wanton
Chad and Jill are happily married but are separated by the war in Iraq. Both are highly sexed people. How will they cope with this problem
http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1320
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1888 by libertyelyot 4 - Wanton
Seductive baronets, sadistic lords, murderous conspiracies, slutty chorus girls, absinthe, opium, corsets and PreRaphaelites. Novel length serialisation in the style of an erotic Victorian melodrama.
http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=821&warning=4
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The Red Zone by mjbarbag 3 - Risqué
Who knew watching football with your wife could be so much fun.
http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1327&warning=3
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Most Recent on The Masque Gallery

Towel by Cherie - photograph
http://www.themasque.net/coppermine/displayimage.php?album=lastup&cat=0&pos=1

Tattoo by Cherie - photograph
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Most Recent on The WIKTT Archives

What goes around... by melusin Mature
Down on his luck, Snape returns to Hogwarts to seek employment. Will the Headmistress give him a chance? Drabble series written for the 'Headmistress Hermione' challenge on Grangersnape100. **Winner: Best Drabble Series, SS/HG awards, Third Round, 2008**
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1964&ageconsent=ok&warning=3
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An Audience to Desperation by wormey Explicit
Part three of the 'Desperation' series. May be read as a stand-alone. Written from Crookshanks's perspective.
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1963&warning=5
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The Magician's Trick by ShilohDarke Explicit
Follow's canon (except for the Epilogue) Branches out from there. What if Snape faked his death so he could get away from the life he'd been forced to lead? Bet he never thought anyone would read Muggle News
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1962
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The Princess and the Wizard by thai38 Provocative
Hermione has been hiding a secret from all her friends for a very long time. Will she teel them before her double life spirals out of control?
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1923&warning=2
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For the Potions Master's Amusement by snape_submiss Explicit
Severus Snape is not a kind man, but Hermione Granger is past caring. She wants his approval and will do anything to get it. How far will she go? Even she has no concept of the depths to which she will fall in her quest. Seventh year AU student/teacher.
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1904
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What It Is by selinabln Provocative
Severus Snape is sitting sleeplessly in the kitchen of Grimmauld Place, when somebody close to his heart returns from a dangerous appointment. Oneshot.
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1961
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A Night at the Green Turnip by magdalena Mature
Hermione and Draco run into a problem. Severus and Lucius to the rescue.Written originally for a challenge at LJ hpcon_envy by Aleysiasnape, the prompts were: drunk, in a room, and chocolate.
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1960
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Most Recent on The WIKTT Gallery

Bill Weasley - Tattoo #1 by Odella
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/wgallery/displayimage.php?album=lastup&cat=0&pos=0

Charlie Weasley - Tattoo #2 by Odella
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/wgallery/displayimage.php?album=lastup&cat=0&pos=1

Narciss Malfoy - Tattoo #3 by Odella
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/wgallery/displayimage.php?album=lastup&cat=0&pos=2

Ginny Weasley - Tattoo #4 by Odella
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/wgallery/displayimage.php?album=lastup&cat=0&pos=3

New stories and updates on the site

New on The WIKTT Archives

Phoenix Feathers by magdalena ConservativeSeverus is in need of a rare potions ingredient and Hermione knows where to get it.http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1959
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Descending into Obscurity by sbrande Explicit'I await your command, for I am yours to do with as you see fit.'Winner of Action & Adventure Order of Merlin, Third Class in the Owl Awards 2009.Lucius Malfoy, on orders from the Dark Lord, captures Hermione...http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1928
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Tree of Life by machshefa RestrictedVoldemort is dead and gone, but the wizarding world bears more than the usual scars of war. Severus and Hermione find themselves in the middle of what they hope will be the solution that will keep their...http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1958
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The Sacking of Severus Snape by qui-quae-quod ExplicitWritten for Tonksinger during the winter 2008 SSHG Exchange. Her prompt was: Headmistress Hermione calls Professor Snape into her office to discuss complaints about his teaching methods.http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1957&warning=5
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No Loyalty in the Moonlight by Ariadne RestrictedBecause some secrets aren't meant to stay buried. Years after the final battle, Hermione will have to confront her own - even those she's kept from herself. (Winner, Best Drama: OWL Awards 2006.)http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1287&ageconsent=ok&warning=4
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Cold Snap by Katya ProvocativeSomething came back with the children when school broke for the summer, something evil.http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1956
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The Silvering Divide by somigliana ProvocativeHermione encounters a strange lake-dweller one morning. Her new friend will give her insight into the most mysterious man of them all...http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1955&warning=2
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New on The Masque


Piece by Wystan Ephraim 2 - ProvocativeSome people plan their wardrobes a week in advance. Callista laid out her spanking toys with equal foresight and care.http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1326&warning=6
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The Hunger - Daughters of the Goddess Episode 4 by xpurrteez 4 - WantonA psychologist finds himself overpoweringly attracted to a client with an addiction to sex with older men. A nymph is awakened through her sessions with the frustrated psychologist.http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1325&warning=4
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Change of Focus by Rajah Dodger 3 - RisquéA creative writing seminar gives new meaning to "getting in touch with your inner self"http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1324&warning=3
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New on The Masque Gallery

Anima, by Tony Ryanhttp://www.themasque.net/coppermine/displayimage.php?album=lastup&cat=0&pos=0

Sarah's Teddy, Tony Ryanhttp://www.themasque.net/coppermine/displayimage.php?album=lastup&cat=0&pos=1

August '09 Featured Stories on The Masque and The WIKTT Archives

Featured on The Masque and The WIKTT Archives

I do enjoy all of these stories, but as is my habit and policy, I never choose the Features for the site. It's healthier for everyone, I think. I was lucky this month, though, when libertyelyot and luvsev chose some really good ones!

The City of Love by NookieNotes 3 - Risqué My third Erotica Challenge Story... Set in Paris. Notre Dame Cathedral and Le Jardins de Luxembourg. http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1175&warning=3

Business Overnight by Rajah Dodger 3 - Risqué A businessman finds a way to get entertained while on a trip http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1265

Hot Shot by Sedonia Guillone 4 Wanton Shy photrographer Paul has had a crush on his sexy roommate Carlo for so long but is sure the attraction isn't mutual. One rainy day, however, he finds out the truth... http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1247

Severus Snape: Sinner or Saint? by sylvanawood Restricted A trap, revenge, love, and a barrel of beer are involved in the drama that ensues when Hermione and Severus drink Polyjuice Potion to switch bodies. http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1934

Gossip by teshara Provocative Part of a Truth or Dare Challenge from Friday night chat. Rita Skeeter has an expose no one is expecting. http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1890&warning=2

Healing by shannon Conservative Snape survives Nagini's bite but has to deal with a permanent injury and find a way to start over. http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1459

New on The Masque and The WIKTT Archives 8.6.09

The dog days of summer have put everyone to sleep, it seems like - I know that I'm sure tired these days! Come read on The Masque and the WIKTT Archives and stay cool this summer.

Azkatraz was amazing. Thank you all for being so welcoming and making me feel like a member of the family (Do you all have a crazy Great-Aunt Mildred, too?) I hope to see new work uploaded from all of you!

Do you need a chatroom for a meeting, a tryst, or an event? Use The Ballroom on the site. It's a Java-based room so you'll need to make sure that you have the lastest version.

Doing the Severus Big Bang Birthday Bash? Explore the forums and jump into the games and discussions. I promise that we'll only bite if you ask... well, Haru might bite if your skirt rides too high, but you'll like it.

New and Updated on The Masque

1888 by libertyelyot 4 - Wanton
Seductive baronets, sadistic lords, murderous conspiracies, slutty chorus girls, absinthe, opium, corsets and PreRaphaelites. Novel length serialisation in the style of an erotic Victorian melodrama.
http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=821&warning=4
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Nicholas Ladies Shoe Shop by Mag58 3 - Risqué
A young man gets a job in an upmarket shoe shop. The benefits are extraordinary
http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1323&warning=3
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Open your eyes by Wystan Ephraim 2 - Provocative
It was easier when she opened her eyes and saw him.
http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1322&warning=6
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New and updated on The WIKTT Archives

I Shall Believe by teshara Conservative
Based off a rather spooky song by Sheryl Crow.I wrote this back in 2003. It was the first time I called Snape by his first name. :D
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1954
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My Story by teshara Provocative
Merope Gaunt - Riddle's side of things.
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1953&warning=2
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Mine by teshara Conservative
Fleur's reaction to Bill's wounding.
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1952
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Redemption by teshara Explicit
Rose/Scorpius. An announcement of love and an act of consummation in Malfoy Manor.
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1951&ageconsent=ok&warning=5
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Pansy by teshara Mature
The real story behind Pansy Parkinson.
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1950&warning=3
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Naughty Knitting by teshara Restricted
What really goes on at the Burrow when the children are away...
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1949&warning=4
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Lilies in Winter by lara black Conservative
Every January Hermione husband disappears, and hermione is determined to find out where
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1948
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Haunted Dreams by lara black Restricted
Hermione and Snape deal with the aftermath of the feast
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1947
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Let Me Count the Ways by lara black Conservative
Severus reflects on the reasons why he fights for the Order
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1946
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Happiness in slavery by lara black Provocative
semi sequel to Dumbledore's portrait
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1945
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Paragon of Animals by lara black Mature
the story of Harry Potter in the pov of Crookshanks.
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1870
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More Sirius Sins by lara black Conservative
Sirius begins to see his dreams can come true
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1944
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By Any Means Nessacary by lara black Conservative
Severus starts to feel the stress of his work
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1943
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Dumbledore's Portrait by lara black Provocative
Severus Snape and Hermione Granger relationship gets a second chance with the help of a meddling portrait, house-elf and a Weasley invention
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1869
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Pink Hair and Potions by lara black Explicit
Tonks and Hermione get thrown back in time by mysterious means. Can they save their friends or will things progress as they did before?
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1597
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Inheritance by lara black Explicit
Two years after the death of his godfather Sirius Black, Harry gets an unexpected inheritance, his friend Nymphadora Tonks.
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1881
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Casa Di Spiriti(House of Spirits) by lara black Rated: Mature
second chapter of Crimes of the Heart A look of how deep her psychosis goes.
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1896
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Daydreaming by teshara Rated: Explicit
After Ron walks out on Hermione she has the Twins make her a special version of their daydream charm. Mighty Smut!! PWP,Slave, M/F,BDSM,Bond,D/s, Exhib,Fet,Humil,Lemon, N/C,Oral,S&M, Spank,Tort,Voy
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1153
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The Princess and the Wizard by thai38 Rated: Provocative
Hermione has been hiding a secret from all her friends for a very long time. Will she teel them before her double life spirals out of control?
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1923
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An Unforgettable Encounter in the Halls by grugster Explicit
That's the sequel to "An Unforgettable Night". Severus is annoyed that Hermione didn't come to him, and so he decided she has to be punished.
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1942
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The Frog Prince by juniperus Rated: Provocative
The life and times of a girl and her frog—a fairy tale, re-imagined. (Illustrated)
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1941

neat article on plagiarism

c_smith_author wrote a great post on plagiarism here http://c-smith-author.livejournal.com/37181.html

BTW, if you're not following this lady and her meta_writer group, you oughtta be. I think she's one darned smart cookie.

Caution!!111!!

Sign hackers warn of something Dreadful. Terrifying. Scary.

Somewhat tantalizing, if you are into that kind of thing.Something I think I might be willing to pay the cover charge to see, if they had air conditioning.

http://www.kgw.com/video/index.html?nvid=384892&shu=1

It's a Sam Ramie film coming to life.

Did you know that Portland has the highest number of strip clubs per capita than any other city in the US? Dane tells me that it's something to do with Oregon's rather loose free speech laws.

To-do's and to-done list. I need an assistant!

This is my to-do list for the next week-ish. OMG!!!

Printing:
Brochure for TM/TWA finished and sent to printer for Potter-con
brochure paid
button finished and sent to printer
button paid
sign finished and sent to printer
sign paid
Brochure files sent to Azkatraz Heidi
Received brochures
received sign
received buttons

Costuming:
hemming feathered dress
handcuff skirt
hemming feathered robe
knee socks and body shaper to hold metal rod up back for ball
pick up leathers from dry cleaner
Corset finished - pending - waiting for corset maker to get back from camping
Black velvet skirt
wand
TAIL!
DE mask remake/tweak to unrecognizable - not started, materials owned
Phoenix mask - not started, materials owned
black tank
black tee

Ads:
ad space on AFF booked for both TM and TWA
ad space on AFF paid
two new banners for AFF created
totally caught up on years old AFF adminstration gossip
Go over current banners stats, replace two

Website:
Featured Story banners for The Masque and The WIKTT Archives
Story update
Announce Azkatraz sponsorship on places than need it
Final recruit from ES
Cancel ES membership

Home:
bills in mail
mortgage paid
Oven fixed - call HWA
Find blonde girl birth cert for airline
Dane plane tickets 7/3 - if not find cert
Change auto payments in CA account

Calls:
set up food service for HG/SS reading
hair appointment
Sharon/hemming help
Cancel AOL dial up
make boob sonogram appt.
make eye appt. and get new glasses

trollops for Dummies

The Care and Feeding of Your trollop: A Guide for the Dominant Owner/Handler

trollops are generally sweet, loving creatures, not to be confused with doxies or slatterns who will slide a shiv between the ribs on a whim or the common troll who only seeks sex and destruction. The feral trollop must be tamed and domesticated through firm, consistent training and equal amounts of hands-on affection and discipline. Without those, however, the trollop is potentially a vicious animal with sharp teeth, claws and a razor-like wit that will eviscerate one who mishandles her.

Basic Information and Hints about Your trollop:
Before anything else, an Owner or Handler must understand that his new trollop is his equal. She simply lives on the other end of a “need” spectrum. Her personality needs to be submissive as his needs to be dominant. That she is submissive at heart and will is not a choice, but that she is submissive to his individual will is a choice that she makes in pleasure, not because she is weak, but because she is just as strong as her Owner.

trollops are generally happy creatures who usually wear a smile or grin. They love to tease and play and avoid drama, unless there is popcorn available for her to munch on as an audience member. Though trollops strive to be even-tempered, mellow and relaxed, there is a nasty beast of a temper within each trollop that does occasionally spring out. The clever Owner will know how to handle said beast as a situation may arise, though it is worth noting that letting a trollop stew in fury is never, ever a wise choice and will likely result in Bad Things.

Your pet trollop has another life. If you respect hers, she will respect yours and never begrudge a second of it. Together, you have a combined life which is all she can and will enjoy to the fullest. Your trollop wants to hear about your day and your other life in detail because she cares for you and will never be jealous of that which does not concern her. She expects the same.

Because trollops are social animals, they frequently tease and flirt, however, the beloved Owner can trust that the trollop will not stray as long as her needs are met. Yes, this is a challenge. If you cannot live up to it, you should not attempt to own a trollop. Neither of you will be happy.
As well as being social creatures, trollops, ironic nicknames or not, are rather clever and thus require that ownership, claims and play be made public so that other trollops know that both the Owner/Handler and the trollop are claimed, even temporarily. This helps to alleviate many instances of trollop heart-break, inadvertent seduction attempts and allows for an entertaining social life. trollops very much dislike being kept as a secret pet and will never have a secret or even discreet Owner /Handler.

Note: With the above being said, trollops do not share their Owners/Handlers with other trollops. Instructors of young trollops frequently send letters home stating, “Does not share well, reckless and runs with scissors”. This trait lasts well into adulthood and old age. Should a trollop find out that she is sharing, the trollop is likely to turn on her Owner/Handler, which is never a good thing as trollops are vengeful creatures. This information may not apply when the trollop is safe, secure and comfortable and said sharing is consensual to both trollop and Owner and sharing is mutual and simultaneous.

Note Two: It is worth mentioning here that trollops are bi-sexual, polyamorous (in controlled circumstances) and are comfortable topping any but her Owner. trollops are rarely comfortable bottoming for another, though, in time, the Owner, should he wish it, could work on that comfort level.

Words are always your friend when dealing with a trollop, feral or domesticated. Happy, sad, angry or confused, the trollop should always s know what her Owner is feeling and seeking. Should it be negative, the trollop will always want to please her Owner in the way that is best for both, no matter what the outcome, even separation.

Hint: Never shield her from possible pain or reality if it is inevitable. She is stronger than she looks and will always recover from drama or trauma.

Hint two: Never lie to a trollop. Nothing will make a trollop turn on her Owner faster than an untruth, a “grey area” or even a “you didn’t ask”. A trollop will always prefer to be shattered by the truth than doubt actions and meanings. Being more open and honest than you may feel is needed will help soothe a trollop’s natural trust issues. It is difficult to regain a trollop’s trust once it has been lost. (Citations needed for actual instances of this happening.)

Most trollops are far more shy and discreet than they appear. They do not appreciate gossip or discussion about their mating habits, state of mind or relationships with those outside of the relationship, except in the most vague and glowing terms. This also applies after a relationship with a trollop is finished. While most trollops do not want to eulogize a relationship with an Owner, they do not mind reiteration of the rules of discretion after the relationship is finished, should those rules be broken. Said reiteration is usually loud, uncomfortable and unpleasant for both.

Note: Exception to this may be when the trollop is with her Owner and is having a candid or teasing discussion with friends. The limits of such play ought to be agreed upon, either tacitly or not, beforehand.

Note Two: Opinions concerning the trollop or her Owner or their relationship, other than the opinions of the trollop and her Owner, are irrelevant. No one else is present or active in the relationship between the Owner and his trollop, thus no one else has the right to an opinion.

Behavior and Your trollop:
While trollops are very much human females and though they purr, scratch and may “meow” at times, they respond best to an alpha-wolf/beta-wolf relationship. The same instinctive and learned dominant behaviors practiced by wolves also keep trollops secure and feeling safe and loved. The trollop will respond to her Owner in many familiar ways: nuzzling, gently nipping or kissing her Owner’s jaw and neck, seeking to rest underneath him, even in non-intimate times, and she will bare her nape, throat and belly to him in submission.

It is in the nature of a trollop to nip or bite a beloved Owner. Worry not, she is only testing her teeth and will never do damage. She will only bite her Owner once she knows that he can handle the pain of her teeth and that every bite is still the action of a submissive animal. The Owner of a trollop should bite her to show his Dominance of her. The back of the neck is one of the best places to bite, reminding the trollop of her submission, followed by the shoulders, neck and breasts. When a trollop exposes her throat, the Dominant Owner may chose to place his teeth on it, as an alpha wolf would to pack member, but he should always avoid biting as it may damage the trollop. The Owner should always bite harder than the trollop does, as she enjoys it.

trollops need to be handled frequently. Petting; stroking; caressing; binding; controlled hair pulling; and the considered and expert application of sensual, physical pain are all good ways to keep the trollop tame to your hand.

For later sleeping comfort, keep a stack of towels next to the bed or play space. Always use at least one when enjoying a trollop, though for a very excited trollop, two or three are recommended. It is suggested that you encourage your trollop to relax and enjoy herself so that you may be witness to a miracle of the female body and praise her well afterward, to keep her from being embarrassed or shy and trying to limit her future reactions.

A leash may be used as a training tool or toy, however, the trollop, once caught and tamed, is a faithful and constant companion and may be trusted off–leash when alone or on walks.

There are times when a trollop uses language unbecoming of a lady. This is usually only when her ire is raised to “intolerable” or when she is writhing underneath her Owner in the deepest throes of passion. The former should be corrected, the latter should not be. In fact, should the Owner feel the need, trollops do enjoy having such language growled into their ears in the heat of passion.

While trollops enjoy sitting in laps, she also enjoys kneeling or curling up around her Owner’s legs. The Owner that appreciates having a trollop on the floor should not, however, be surprised, if she nips his inner thigh on a whim.

trollops enjoy wrestling with their Owners and consider it an enjoyable way to expend energy. Though they know that it is usually fruitless, they will ferociously try to win. A defeated trollop on her back or belly, panting, with her hands captured above her head and legs and hips pinned by the bigger, stronger Owner, is usually a happy one. This is another time that she can completely submit to her Owner and will do so happily.

A trollop is rarely completely still, some part of her is usually wiggling. When in doubt, check her feet and toes. Like a greyhound, a trollop has two states: bouncing/running and curled up, resting. It’s always best to tussle and run with your trollop before expecting quiet cuddles, to work her energy out. Otherwise, the unsuspecting Owner may find himself tussling in the middle of a planned quiet moment.

The Naughty trollop – Efficient Discipline Techniques for Your trollop:
As a rule, the word “No” should be used frequently as a trollop will test her owner just to see when he will say it, if ever. The savvy Owner will sense when he is being tested or pushed at and put a stop to it immediately. However, do not confuse genuine want or need with pushing. A desire for more of an Owner’s attention or time is rarely an attempt to top from the bottom, but is, instead, a genuine call for affection which should be indulged as often as possible and will keep your trollop well-behaved and even tempered.

Training tip: One firm, well-understood “no” or saying her name is all your trollop will need to heel. A soft growl is also effective. Yelling her name or a loud growl will cause your trollop to drop to the floor and cower. You may trust her instinct to obey and your training to control her. Concise explanations for using the word aid in discipline, but are not always needed. "Because I said so" is also an acceptable answer.

Spankings and the careful application of physical pain are never suitable punishment methods, when and if punishment is needed as these are considered to be foreplay and the trollop enjoys them. The only exception is a swat on the tush in response to a minor infraction than does not warrant actual punishment. In this instance, the trollop will usually bend over, offering her tush for a swat because she has been deliberately impudent in teasing her Owner.

Suitable punishment methods include, but are not limited to: the precise application of guilt or shame, though the Owner should know that the trollop already feels both, exclusion from a conversation or room, being excused from socializing for the rest of the evening (or another suitable amount of time) and a reminder of expected behavior standards. The clever Owner will have many other methods of punishment that are applicable to specific situations. The Owner should know that a trollop is very good at guilt on her own, however, and being left to it is frequently enough. Punishment and accompanying apologies, once completed, should end within a reasonable amount of time, and the matter considered over and closed.

In Summary:
trollops make wonderful submissives, pets, lovers and partners, if one has the time, patience and energy to deal with one. An Owner/Handler must always pay attention to the dangers of owning a trollop, but with affection and care, your trollop will be a loving, faithful companion for years to come.

Hey, while contemplating trollops, visit The Masque!

An Old Blog from August of 2007

Ok...so, here's the thing...Yahoo 360 is apparently shutting down and I was told my my fellow blogger to go and get whatever I want before it goes bye-bye. I'm relatively certain I've done this before but I'm doing it again and I came across this blog and felt it needed to be shared again...it's almost 2 years old but I think it's still pretty relevant.

WARNING:

1) This blog is excessively long. Read at your own peril. B) The first part of this blog is a collection of stories/quotes culled from other sites. (isn't culled a much nicer word than stolen?)
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"Learn To Write In The Sand"

A story tells that two friends were walking through the desert. At a specific point of the journey they had an argument and one friend slapped the other one in the face. The one who got slapped was hurt, but without anything to say he wrote in the sand: "TODAY, MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE."

They kept on walking until they found an oasis where they decided to take a bath. The one who got slapped and hurt started drowning and the other friend saved him. When he recovered from the fright he wrote on a stone: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE."

The friend who saved and slapped his best friend asked him, "Why, after I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now you write on a stone?" The other friend, smiling, replied: "When a friend hurts us, we should write it down in the sand, where the winds of forgiveness get in charge of erasing it away, and when something great happens, we should engrave it in the stone of the memory of the heart, where no wind can erase it"
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Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art.... It has no survival value; rather it is one of those things that give value to survival. ~C.S. Lewis
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"You have to give up something to be a success in business. There's not time for
everything. Me...I have very little time for my spiritual life. I don't have a civic life. And I
do very little with friendships—anything that doesn't have to do with business. I don't
have time to cultivate relationships that aren't profitable."
Lorraine Mecca, successful businesswoman
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In ancient Greece, Socrates was reputed to hold knowledge in high esteem. One day one fellow met the great philosopher and said, "Do you know what I just heard about your friend?"

"Hold on a minute," Socrates replied. "Before telling me anything I'd like you to pass a little test. It's called the Triple Filter Test."

"Triple filter?"

"That's right," Socrates continued. "Before you talk to me about my friend, it might be a good idea to take a moment and filter what you're going to say. That's why i call it the Triple Filter Test. The first filter is Truth. Have you made absolutely sure that what you are about to tell me is true?"

"No," the man said, "actually I just heard about it and..."

"All right," said Socrates. "So you don't know if it's true or not. Now let's try the second filter, the filter of Goodness. Is what you are about to tell me, about my friend something good?"

"No, on the contrary..."

"So," Socrates continued, "you want to tell me something bad about him, but you're not certain it's true or even good? You may still pass the test though, because there's one filter left: the filter of Usefulness. Is what you want to tell me about my friend going to be useful to me?"

"No, not really."

"Well," concluded Socrates, "if what you want to tell me is neither true nor good nor even useful, why tell me at all?"

This is why Socrates was a great philosopher and held in high esteem. Friend use this Triple Filter Test each time you hear loose talk about any of your near and dear friends.


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I've been thinking. A lot, actually. The above quotes are the one that keep talking to me...along with a couple of songs (That's When You Find Out Who Your Friends Are -Tracey Lawrence & Friends, If You're Going Through Hell – Rodney Atkins and You've Got A Friend – Carole King)

I do not like the word “friend”. In this day of “instant friendship” it is over and ill-used. I know the internet allows you to “meet” people you may never have met otherwise. And, since I met one of my dearest and best friends online, I am a big believer that it does happen. But I have seen too many people call someone “friend” before they really know the person.

I need another word...more than an acquaintance, less than a friend. A friend is someone I can call at 3am and not only will they pick up the phone but I won't have to apologize for calling. A friend is someone who, when you lose your job/spouse/whatever, will cry with you – then get you drunk, laugh at you and tell you to get over it.

I mentioned in an earlier blog that my best friend is Satan. We've been friends for 35 years...36 next week. We've had our ups and downs – gone for weeks and sometimes months without talking (okay, when we were teenagers...oh, the drama...and once when we were adults) and everyone was sure we were finished. We both knew we weren't – we needed time to get over what we were pissed off about. Example – when we were adults – we were both going through divorce (our divorces were finalized within a week of each other – freaky, huh?) and I had a part time job with a couple who were also divorcing. Yes, they worked together. Actually, she was his boss. Anyway, he and I were spending a lot of time together - “friends” commiserating/sharing. One night, he made a pass at me. I knew I wasn't ready and I also knew he wasn't the kind of guy I could get involved with for any number of reasons so I let the pass go over my head. A week or so later, Satan had a beer or two too many and confessed that she and the guy had kissed.

I was pissed. Not that she had kissed him or he had kissed her – but because of the way she chose to tell me. The two of us were sitting with the guy at a restaurant. Betrayal? Yeah...because she knew I liked him. I left that night and was determined I would NEVER talk to her again. I was done and she knew it. The next day, I get a call at work from her – she's panicked because there's something wrong with her niece (who was pregnant) and they thought she was going to lose the baby. I did what I always did and talked her down off the ledge. I was still pissed, but I cannot turn my back on a person in pain. And she was my best friend.

However, I blocked her from my buddy list and wouldn't answer her emails. I didn't have caller ID so I did pick up the phone and her niece and the baby were fine. After I was sure the crisis had passed, I started screening my calls.

A month goes by and I'm living my life...still missing her because after 30+ years of talking two and three times a day and sharing everything, it's hard to just stop. And, truth be told, even though most of the time it was all about her, I remember the times it wasn't all about her. When she was there because I needed a friend.

I hadn't blocked all of her screennames, just her main one. She signed on under a different name and IM'd me. “I need a huge favor.” Needless to say, I was incredulous. We haven't spoken for a month and she's got the balls to ask for a favor? When she was the cause of the rift? Her Uncle Jim was dying and she wanted to know if I would go with her to see him. *Sighs* It was a good 90 minute ride there and back. I went. I didn't say two words to her all the way there – I stared out my window and I remember crying at one point because that stupid Celine Dion song came on the radio (no, not that one – the other one) and it reminded me of my honeymoon when I couldn't turn the radio on without hearing that song and it was such the perfect “couple-y” song **eyeroll** - I didn't want her to see me cry so I stared out the window even harder. We got there, and she went in to visit...I said hello to Uncle Jim (I had grown up knowing her family like she had grown up knowing mine) then left her alone with him. We stopped at McDonald's on the way back and the conversation was of the “it looks like rain” variety. It was another two weeks or so before we got together and talked it over and out. And of course we worked it out. Was there ever a choice? No. Because we were FRIENDS. We WORKED at it – not for hours or days or even weeks or months – YEARS...and constantly.

And the guy? Haven't talked to him in three or four years - and neither has Satan. That's the thing - people have tried to come between us *shakes head* they can't. Why? Because if someone tells me she said something...I actually go and ask her "what the hell man?" and we TALK about it, and figure out what happened and why - and woe betide the person who tried.

ALL relationships take TIME and EFFORT. Not just lovers/partners – friendships demand time too. Anything – EVERYTHING – worth having or doing takes time and effort. It's not easy. And it's not instantaneous.

This long rambly blog is because I have witnessed a number of “friendships” implode over the past two weeks or so.

Here's the thing: if they're that easily broken, they weren't friendships to begin with. Friendships are built over time. LOOOONG time...not three weeks of reading a blog and talking in PMs and emails. It takes time, laughter, tears, compromise and a genuine affection for the person. If you don't know my last name...how are you my friend?

My 360 “friends” are people I have something in common with...but the word “friend” is a misnomer. Buddy, pal, chum – pick one. You want to get to know me? Great, I love meeting new people...hit my Yahoo IM window, drop me a message or an email.

Knowing my name and birthday doesn't make you my friend. Standing up for me when someone is bad mouthing me – that makes you a friend. Refusing to listen to the gossip about me – that's a friend. Coming to me when you have a question or have heard something I supposedly said or did – that's a friend. Don't give your “friendship” away so easily – it's a precious commodity – and once you DO give it away...MEAN IT.

Anyone I have befriended, I will always befriend. Whether they stop being my friend or not...I don't walk away, you'll find me right where you left me.

Think That'll Do It,

Laurie

So...I don't know where this came from or where it's going...

if anywhere...

(tentatively titled)

Starting Over

Taking a deep breath, he walked in, smile on his face.


“Hi honey,” he said, dropping a light kiss on her cheek before settling into the chair next to her. The beeps kept him company, as they always did. A muted television and distant echoes of an intercom were also ever-present. The kids had never been allowed – he wouldn't have allowed them even if they had been.


“Rob and Rick got accepted to the same school in New Hampshire. They're excited. They're doing well, hon. Really well. Jimmy's ten now, can you believe it? He's doing well in school finally. Janice has been a great help. With Leah, too, actually. She's not getting into fights anymore. She'll be twelve next week...but you knew that. They've got some friends now, they're not as withdrawn and sad and scared.” He prattled on watching her eyes, her face, waiting for a reaction. When none came, he continued. “Honey...there's no easy way to say this...” the first tear slid down his face unnoticed, the ones that followed, ignored. “I – I filed the papers today. You must think I'm a heartless bastard and I don't blame you but,” he hesitated – how much should he tell her? “I've met someone else Cassie. I didn't mean for it to happen. It was at one of the group meetings...” he trailed off again, still watching her for some reaction. And still, none came.


“Her name is Anna, she has twins, a boy and a girl, about Jimmy's age and they get along well. Leah's turning into a wonderful young woman. I – I talked to Janice and she thought it would be okay. It's been five years Cass...and I love you as I've always loved you. But ...you're not the you you were anymore. God, I know that sounds so shallow and I'm sorry.” He bent over, sobbing, his head against her thigh. He hadn't expected this to be easy, nor had he expected it to be this hard. He remembered their first date, she'd spilled grape juice on him at lunchtime. They'd been six at the time. That's how long he'd loved her, forty years and married for twenty two of them. It wasn't supposed to end like this. They were supposed to grow old – together. Rocking chairs and grandbabies and stories of their life together. Not like this, never like this. Her hand absently stroked his head. He knew it meant nothing but it made him sob harder.


Finally, he straighted up and drew a ragged breath, dragging his hand over his face, wiped away the treacherous tears. “Thing is Cass, I can't come anymore. My company is in rough shape and they've transferred me to Boston. Janice promised she'd still come around and visit. I'll be sure to send her pictures of the kids for you.” He sighed. Her had had fallen back into her lap when he sat up and her eyes were still vacant. “The house is on the market and the divorce,” he voice caught in his throat, “will be final next week. We're moving at the end of the month.” It was May now, trees were in bloom and green and the world seemed full of promise, the perfect time of year to start over.


He stood up and kissed her cheek again, pausing briefly with his head against her temple. “I'll always love you Cassie,” he said softly before turning and walking to the door and knocking to be let out. He looked back one last time before before the door closed behind him. As he walked down the corridor and out the front door of the Shelton Institute for the Criminally Insane, he felt the hairs on the back of his neck prickle and looked back and up at the window that housed his wife. She was standing in the window, hand pressed against the pane, a smile that looked more like a snarl twisted her lips. He couldn't see them very well, but he knew that the insanity burned in her previously vacant eyes. He stood there, looking up at her wondering if they'd ever know why. If she'd ever be lucid enough to tell them, if she'd even remember what she'd done. Tearing himself away, he headed to the parking lot. He had one more stop to make but decided he'd put that off for another day. He'd had enough of today.

Think That'll Do It
Laurie

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http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1918
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Last Detention by luvsev Explicit
It's Hermione's last detention and Severus decides to have some fun with her.
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1917
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Payback by luvsev Explicit
Hermione needs to learn not to toy with her Potions master in class, so Severus decides to teach her a lesson in payback.
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1916
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Distraction by luvsev Explicit
Hermione is bored and Severus is in class. Her idea of fun is toying with the Potions master.
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1915
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The Witches of Gilford by Pajama Pants Explicit
The war and subsequent clean-up has ended, and the wizarding world is beginning to come out of its shell. Having had enough of Hermione and Severus's bookworm, introverted ways, Molly and Minerva give...
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1903
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Saving Grace by luvsev Rated: Conservative
Hermione saves Severus' life.
http://www.themasque.net/wiktt/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1914


The Shadowsword Series by bednhead69 1 - Conservative
Johan, the Shadowsword of Tabivla must protect a small, embattled kingdom from the impending doom of a crumbling empire - if his father’s past doesn’t kill him first.
http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1198
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Total Recall by Lover 4 - Wanton
Old habbits are so fun some time.
http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1283&warning=4
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1888 by libertyelyot 4 - Wanton
Seductive baronets, sadistic lords, murderous conspiracies, slutty chorus girls, absinthe, opium, corsets and PreRaphaelites. Novel length serialisation in the style of an erotic Victorian melodrama.
http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=821
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What We Keep in Dark Closets by Raven Tiger 2 - Provocative
I will never forget that moment as long as I will live. The first time I realized who I truly am, and my first denial. One-shot.
http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1282&warning=6
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Sin like You Mean it (Lime Version) by Raven Tiger 2 - Provocative
A connection is made at a Christmas Party. One-shot.
http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1281
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An Olive Branch with Teeth by alphabetjunkie 4 - Wanton
In a land devoured by war what will become of a girl whose whole existence has been spent serving as weapon when she is given to the enemy? Will her new master be able to tame her? Will he use her simply...
http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1255
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Whip It Good by dweaver999 3 - Risqué
Angela takes her anger out on a delighted Surmi.
http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1280&warning=3
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Lover's Flight by luvsev 3 - Risqué
A tale of making love.
http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1279
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Easter Delight by andone 4 - Wanton
Easter fun with Alexis and Sergi. A Easter Challenge story.
http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1278
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Death of a Master by dweaver999 4 - Wanton
Death leaves a hole in all of us, a pain that never goes away. What happens, however, when a Master dies, leaving his slaves bereft of his control and guidance. Valerie Burbon and her friends come face...
http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1271
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Bob's Dance by BOB Rated: 2 - Provocative
Bob's entry for the 2007 Men's Pole Dance Contest
http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1277
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Sensuous, Seductive and Sublime by xpurrteez Rated: 3 - Risqué
She unzipped him expertly, yet the smile on her face suggested...
http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1276
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The Family Incredible by Clvfan Rated: 4 - Wanton
A Family of Superheros must relearn their skills to save the world and each other. The story Disney couldn't tell, Mr. Incredible is big, Elastigirl is hot and Mirage and the rest of the cast are horny. The Incredibles.
http://www.themasque.net/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=1189

In the Gallery:
Pretty rope bondage photos by Nika Bond
Markie: http://www.themasque.net/coppermine/displayimage.php?album=lastup&cat=0&pos=0
Eva: http://www.themasque.net/coppermine/displayimage.php?album=lastup&cat=0&pos=1
Eva: http://www.themasque.net/coppermine/displayimage.php?album=lastup&cat=0&pos=1
Eva, Markie, and Monkia: http://www.themasque.net/coppermine/displayimage.php?album=lastup&cat=0&pos=3Katka: http://www.themasque.net/coppermine/displayimage.php?album=lastup&cat=0&pos=4

Oh my...

It's been far too long since I've imparted any words in this space. I could sit here and blame it on a busy schedule, life, kids, or the man, but that would all be a lie. Well maybe not a bold faced lie, but a tiny smidgen of one.

Quite simply, I haven't felt much like blogging or writing. I finally broke through that this past weekend with a six single spaced typed tease for the man. Gosh it felt good to write again. The benevolent one also cracked my arse into gear with the novel in the works- - Chains... or so it's been aptly coined while its a WIP. You can read the first couple of chapters at The Masque. I have yet to send the next 4 chapters out for grammar and fine tooth comb beta, but I'm working on it.

I had someone read strictly for content, and was pleased with their comment about flow and story line. I'm more convinced than ever that the outline is doing the trick. Can't have a project this big (22+ chapters) without an outline.

In typical fashion, just like most of the short stories I write for TM, I let the story just flow and realized I didn't like where it was going. No, let me take that back, I liked what I wrote, it was just far too soon in the story for that particular story line.

So with the none too gentle prodding from cis, I did pick up the chapters and found right where I wanted to clean it up. I kept what I wrote, just labeled it for use in later chapters.

I'm also completely enamored with a story series in TM, from dweaver. Let me elaborate, I love ALL of his stories, but this one is particularly intriguing me. It's sci fi and it's full of sex- inter species sex.

I'm envious at his ability to weave such intricate characters. Some would say that it's easier to write about the unknown because you can make it whatever you want it to be. There are no rules of engagement, no defined parameters- you can literally make it up as you go--- right?

I don't think so. There are quite a few authors in TM who have the ability to create the unknown and make it seem so real. I'm jealous.

It's the same thing with the fan fic writers in TWA.

They take Harry Potter and create these alternate scenarios of situations that are already defined and bring them to new heights. Cis won't tell you as such, but hers Weft of Power, Warp of Blood: A Tapestry of Desire is my favorite there. Not only has she given this epic years of creation, she has also taken it to a level that I've not seen from any other fan fic writer out there. She has created an entire parallel world that coinsides directly with the original characters and story line of the series. I've often told her that with some changes, she could have a series all of her own. She doesn't believe me of course, but I know. I always know.


I've even had some fun playing games on the forum boards.

Ever try to write a Haiku off the top of your head, or change one letter in a word to make it another? What about adding only three words to a story? There's lots of fun to be had there and we're always looking for more input.


So, in a nutshell. I've come out of my writing shell so to speak. I'm done with my haitus, or hopefully anyway.

So, with any luck, you'll see me poking around TM, and hopefully I'll see you there too!!!